Eren the Southpaw Episode 2: There's Something Beyond This, Y'know
Manga chapter 4-6
Oshimeter
14 Ratings
READTHROUGH
Eren's Cursed Gift
A young Eren receives a lavish gift of art supplies from her father, who claims a successful painting sale. The veneer of success shatters that night as she overhears him weeping, revealing his struggle and deceit to her mother. In the present, a teenage Eren defaces contest posters with black paint, her face a mask of bitter resentment. This scene lays bare the origins of her toxic relationship with art, born from a father's failed dreams.
Ambition's Quiet Fury
Koichi Asakura, feeling small beside the names of art legends, learns his classmate Sayuri Kato plans to attend a prestigious art prep school. She reveals a management-focused approach to art, a calculated path contrasting with Koichi's raw desire. Sayuri, in a chillingly determined private moment, meticulously plans their future, viewing Koichi as a project to be molded into greatness. Her ambition is not for herself, but for him, a quiet, almost unsettling control.
The Atelier's Shadow
Koichi and Sayuri arrive at Bashamichi Art School, a place buzzing with serious intent. They encounter Eren Yamagishi, listless and withdrawn, before Headmaster Kaido Ryuta brusquely pulls back her hood, exposing her to the world. Her presence here, outside their high school art club, is a surprise, hinting at a deeper connection to this intense art world. Kaido explains that Eren is not a student, but rather someone whose father was his university senior, suggesting a legacy of expectation.
The Burden of Sight
A flashback reveals a younger Eren, with a remarkable ability to perceive depth and color, questioning Kaido's own painting. He recognizes her innate genius, asking her to show him the world through her unique eyes. Later, at Eren's father's memorial, her mother tearfully reveals that Eren has stopped drawing entirely since the death. Eren, hollow-eyed and detached, embodies the profound trauma that has severed her connection to the art she once loved. Kaido sees this, and the weight of her grief is palpable.
Effort vs. Genius
Koichi toils over a drawing, acutely aware of the 'monsters' of the art world, like Eren, whose talent seems effortless and unfair. He feels the vast gulf between his hardworking approach and their innate gifts, a frustration that fuels his desperate need to find his own artistic voice. Eren, meanwhile, walks with Kaido, expressing a visceral hatred for the very idea of 'effort.' Her anger erupts, declaring that if effort truly mattered, her father would still be alive. This raw outburst reveals her belief that hard work can be a cruel illusion, not a guarantee of success.
A Life on Pause
Koichi shares a small, hopeful moment with Sayuri, proud of a new drawing technique, a fleeting confidence amidst their exam preparations. This normalcy contrasts sharply with Eren's desolate home life, where she mechanically eats dinner with her mother in strained silence. A montage shows Eren moving like a shadow through her school days, her internal monologue consumed by the fear that art will destroy her as it did her father. She perceives her 'special' left hand as a ticking bomb, burdened by an inherited fate.
The Breaking Point
Eren arrives at the atelier, only to hear that Kaido is in the hospital for an eye emergency. The news shatters her, triggering memories of her father's death, and she bolts from the building in a panic. Running through the city, haunted by visions of her father's failures, she spirals into frantic self-loathing, convinced her 'cursed' talent brings only pain. Kaido, exhausted and wearing dark glasses, eventually finds her at a train crossing. He breaks down in tears, begging for any deity to save Eren from her path of self-destruction, watching her frozen in despair.
Names, Dawn, and Ghosts
Koichi and Sayuri plan to photograph motifs, their conversation light and everyday, a quiet partnership forming. A flashback shows Eren's father explaining the beautiful meaning of her name, 'one who loves to draw,' and praising her 'special' left hand. This memory, both tender and tragic, continues to haunt Eren, who wakes in a cold sweat from a nightmare, surrounded by reminders of her father. At dawn, as Koichi and Sayuri share a moment discussing their names, Eren walks past them like a ghost, momentarily disturbing their fragile intimacy.
The Genius Crumbles
As Koichi and Sayuri watch, a van approaches, and Eren screams a warning, her voice cracking with terror. She collapses, trembling, crying out that she cannot believe in herself or her talent. The detached 'genius' they admired crumbles, exposing the raw pain and deep insecurity beneath her stoic exterior. This public breakdown reveals the desperate need for validation she cannot find within herself, the profound wound of her father's failure still fresh and festering.
The Master's Scrutiny
In the Bashamichi atelier, Koichi presents his work to Kaido, who offers a brutal assessment. He calls the drawing 'terrible,' criticizing Koichi's small personality and lack of awareness, evident in every stroke. Kaido warns him that without recognizing his own inadequacy, improvement is impossible, then gives him the radical instruction to stop drawing and simply look. Koichi is left devastated, his confidence shattered by the harsh feedback, his path forward suddenly unclear.
The Monster's Hand
Eren enters the darkened atelier alone, drawn to Koichi's abandoned, 'terrible' drawing. She finds a note from Kaido saying 'Draw, Koichi!' and feels an irresistible urge to respond. Picking up a charcoal pencil, she begins to draw with a ferocity and skill that eclipses everything else in the room. In a few moments, she transforms the mediocre work into something visceral and alive, a clear manifestation of the 'monster's vision' Kaido once spoke of. This act is both a challenge to Koichi and a tentative, powerful return to her own art.
Rivalry's Spark
An artistic montage shows Koichi and Eren separately consumed by their work, driven by internal demons and desires. Koichi reflects on the 'monsters' who push boundaries, while Eren challenges him to reach the 'next level' she inhabits. They are two sides of the same coin, one striving with effort, the other struggling with the burden of innate talent. On the day of his entrance exam, Koichi finds a note from Eren; initially thinking it's encouragement, he flips it to find 'Hetakuso'—'You suck'—scrawled in her unmistakable hand. Rather than discourage him, this provocation ignites a fierce, renewed determination within Koichi.
The Unending Journey
The university exam results are posted, confirming Koichi and Sayuri's acceptance into Musashino Art University, and Eren's into the prestigious Tokyo University of the Arts. Kaido congratulates them, but delivers a stern warning: passing the exam is not an end, nor even a beginning. He states that true life begins only when one gains something world-changing or loses everything dear, a sobering thought for their young minds. In their final meeting as high schoolers, Koichi watches Eren walk away, recognizing her as his benchmark and most significant rival, their farewell wordless but profound.
The Bleak Future
Ten years later, Koichi is an adult, hunched over a laptop in a high-pressure advertising agency, surrounded by exhausted colleagues and the boss's screaming voice. Despite his academic success, he reflects that his real life and true artistic journey have yet to begin. The scene ends on a bleak, draining note, showcasing the grinding reality of professional creative work. It is a harsh postscript, revealing the relentless pressure and often unfulfilled promise of the art world.






