I Want to End This Love Game Episode 1: My Childhood Friend Refuses to Accept Defeat
Manga chapter 1-3
Oshimeter
26 Ratings
READTHROUGH
The First 'I Love You'
The episode opens on a quiet neighborhood, sunlight warm on suburban rooftops. Inside, young Miku and Yukiya are engrossed in a video game. Suddenly, Miku whispers, 'I love you,' disrupting Yukiya's concentration, a move he tries to dismiss as he blames her for their in-game defeat. A narrator explains this is their 'I Love You Game,' a ritual since sixth grade where the first to blush loses. Yukiya, at this young age, saw it as a minor annoyance, unaware of the years of emotional weight it would soon carry.
Cafe Battle, Teenage Edition
Four years later, the scene shifts to a cafe, where a teenage Yukiya declares 'I love you' to Miku with a newfound intensity. Miku, unfazed, returns the sentiment with sparkling cheer, leaving Yukiya grinding his teeth in frustration. They continue their back-and-forth, with Miku mocking his stubbornness and Yukiya insisting on a draw. The cafe owner, Ichirou, and waitress, Hinako, watch with amusement, recognizing their regulars in this strange romantic standoff.
Miku's Winning Move
Miku changes tactics, complimenting Yukiya on his 'cool' 'I love you' face. The sincere-sounding praise catches Yukiya off guard, and his face begins to heat. Miku points out his growing redness, leaning in closer to claim victory for the round. Yukiya struggles to respond, his heart visibly pounding as he tries to regain his composure.
The Spectators' Insights
Hinako whispers to Ichirou about the adorable, frustrating teenagers, noting their inability to hide true feelings. Ichirou chuckles, explaining the game has become a war of attrition, a classic case of childhood friends growing 'complicated.' They observe Yukiya try to feed Miku dessert, only for her to accept it without a blush, leaving Yukiya more embarrassed than ever. The adults are clearly invested, their commentary providing an external, knowing perspective on the children's internal drama.
Yukiya's Despair
Miku realizes the time and prepares to leave, her competitive teasing replaced by a bright smile. She expresses hope they will be in the same class, while Yukiya feigns indifference, though his eyes follow her. As soon as the door closes, Yukiya collapses onto the table, a muffled groan echoing his frustration and embarrassment. He mutters about Miku’s 'childish' cuteness becoming impossible to ignore, realizing he is losing control of the game as his feelings intensify.
The Game's Evolution: Flashbacks
Flashbacks show the game's evolution. In elementary school, young Yukiya dismisses young Miku's 'I love you' with a bored 'Yeah, yeah.' Middle school brought a turning point: Miku's more mature appearance and intense 'I love you' finally made Yukiya's heart skip, marking the game's shift from joke to struggle. Another memory shows Miku teasing a flustered Yukiya about an 'indirect kiss' from a shared juice carton. He reflects that the game, for all its frustration, is now their primary means of communicating deep feelings, fearing he might lose her if he doesn't win.
Yukiya's Research
Back at the cafe, Yukiya clenches his fist, vowing to overcome Miku. He envisions an imaginary Miku teasing him about his feelings, which only flusters him more. Hinako advises him to go home and prepare for high school, noting his boyish personality. The next morning, Yukiya meticulously puts on his uniform, reading shoujo manga for 'research' on how to impress girls. He imagines performing a 'Kabedon' (wall pin) on Miku, then immediately cringes at his own performance, but resolves to be proactive.
Miku's Radiant Arrival
Yukiya practices his 'cool' demeanor, only to nearly trip down the stairs, a reminder of his clumsy reality. He steps out, and there Miku is, waiting for him at the gate in her new uniform. The morning sunlight catches her hair, making her look radiant and mature. Yukiya is speechless, his carefully prepared facade crumbling instantly, his face flushing deep red as Miku giggles at his reaction. She has made him lose his cool without even a word.
Miku's Hidden Efforts
A flashback reveals Miku's own extensive morning routine, spending two hours on hair and makeup, her cheeks flushed with quiet determination. She hoped for Yukiya's reaction, showing her confident teasing masks her own nervousness. A second flashback shows young Miku on a park bench, her affection for Yukiya clear even then. She wants to win the 'I Love You Game' not just for competition, but to be acknowledged as a girl by the boy she loves, framing her actions as a deeply romantic pursuit.
The Kabedon Attempt
As they walk to school, cherry blossoms falling around them, Miku teases Yukiya about his nervousness, though she secretly admires his new look. Yukiya, however, decides to deploy his 'Kabedon' move from his manga. He stops by a quiet wall, taking a deep breath as Miku turns in surprise, preparing for his bold confession.
The Kabedon's Aftermath
Yukiya executes the 'Kabedon,' pinning Miku against the wall, inches from her face. Her eyes widen in shock, her breath catching, and her face slowly turns a deep pink. Both panic internally, Yukiya realizing he has no idea what to say, Miku completely speechless for the first time. The tension is almost unbearable. Miku then notices his undone button and crooked tie, reaching up to fix it, her fingers brushing his neck. Yukiya impulsively catches her hand, holding it, as the world stands still around them.
The Screamed Retreat
The spell breaks with a simultaneous, high-pitched scream of embarrassment from both Yukiya and Miku. They scramble away, faces glowing red, putting distance between themselves. Yukiya groans in agony at his boldness, while Miku covers her face, equally distraught. Miku tries to regain composure by claiming Yukiya lost, then lifts her skirt to show her legs, delighting in his even redder face. They bicker heatedly, but a sense of relief and joy underlies their familiar banter.
Sisterly Interruption
As they approach the school, Miku expresses hope they will be in the same class. Yukiya tries to act indifferent, but his eyes reveal his shared hope. Suddenly, Wakana, Yukiya's younger sister, appears, commenting on their unchanging, public display. Both Yukiya and Miku are startled, their faces reddening again as Wakana teases them about making a scene. She urges them to hurry, leaving the flustered duo to scramble after her.
Joyful Race to School
Miku and Yukiya jog towards the school, racing under the cherry blossoms. Miku pulls ahead, teasing Yukiya, who pushes harder, determined not to lose. They run side by side, laughter echoing, their eyes meeting in shared excitement. They pause on a picturesque pedestrian bridge, Miku contemplative, Yukiya watching her with profound gratitude and love. They both realize this moment will be cherished, regardless of the game's outcome, promising more years of their unique competition.
Class 1-6: A New Beginning
After the entrance ceremony, Miku and Yukiya anxiously scan the class lists. Yukiya sweats, his hands clenched, while Miku is silent, eyes wide with anticipation. Then, on the Class 1-6 board, they find their names: 'Asazumi Yukiya' and 'Sakura Miku.' They shout with joy and relief, ignoring the other students. Yukiya pumps his fist, Miku jumps, declaring she knew it. They stand side by side under the cherry blossoms, their new journey as high school students and lifelong 'game' partners officially beginning, a narrator confirming the 'never-ending' nature of their unique relationship.






